Anna Weatherup

this is my first (of many) entries into my cyber journal.. cool.. this is the most geeky thing iv ever done. no offense to those geeks out there, turns out in this story u saved my ass.. ok well i will start from the begining.. iv been reading the book LAW OF ATTRACTION, its taking me awhile, but thats ok. im learning in this book that all situations in my life are being attracted by my emotions and thoughts. its so weird iv always said and believed that the minute i put internet onto my laptop it would crash. and i honestly believed that.. so ofcourse 4 days after the luxury of internet at home, my laptop shits itself. funny ay! oh the furry. so mad at this situation i attemped in my tantrum to fix the problem. but with no luck! the whole time this is happening im focussing so hard on how cranky i am.. not even really wanting the problem fixed just fueling my anger with thoughts of how crazy this situation is.. So i called a good friend of mine and asked a geek favour. meanwhile i missed my new luxury so much. the weekend passed and i picked up my fixed laptop… STOP STOP..

i forgot to mention that a wk earlier i was thinkin how nice it would b to clear all the crap off my laptop.. so many old programs and crap that wasnt needed.. OK CONTINUE STORY..

so its sunday nite i get home after 2 gigs and hung ova silly me.. still feeling crapy! GUESS WHAT? it wouldnt work! ( nothing wrong with my friends pc knowledge, by the way ) was very greatful for his help… so in my even bigger furry mood i attemped to fix the problem again. was so ready to throw my gorgeous laptop OUT THA FRIKKEN WINDOW!!! no luck for me.. i went to bed..

the next day i awoke picked up the laptop and again tried to fix the problem (like i would know). i made the problem worse. had no touch pad working. back comes the anger.. grrr.. i know my friend who helped the first time is super busy so i couldnt trouble him no more. after ringing a computer joint who couldnt help me i decided to call another friend. he put me onto his technian.

so im sitting on the floor with this tech watching him work away on my dyin laptop.. im still furious, underneath my manners to him. as im sittin there in my bad mood, im having this conversation with myself. something was tellin me to LET GO.. let go of the anger and b present in tha moment i was in. not in the past feelings of anger and frustration. just being present and calm. you wouldnt believe it. in that instant all of a sudden after about an hour of playing with my laptop he fixed the bloody thing.. I TELL THE TRUTH.. so my good attitude came back online. woa what a lesson. i tend to get really impatient and aggitated with certain things and people in life and i am learning to let things come into my existence without forcing it. big lesson for me ay!

OH YEA I FORGOT TO MENTION.. bout a week earlier i was thinking how cool it would be to have my computer completly wiped of old programs and crap! and ofcourse now its free of old programs and crap all because of this CRAZY SITUATION.. rock on! anna x x